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I don’t know why but I want to change my name, my identity, maybe use one of my many unknown names, like Kiki,

{My lil’ sister never knew how to pronounce all my names, so to her, that was “Nicki”}

To start over, with new faces, a new family, a new school, new friends, new location, new clothes, new hair, new glasses, new shoes, new phone, a new birth certificate written “Kiki ” yes, just one name.

A new start, I want to see if in that world, things will be any different from this world. If Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, Pinrest, Linkden, Tellonym, Interpals,YouTube, will be such a big deal in that life. If school will be interesting, if cancer will have a cure or if HIV will be just like malaria.

If being gay won’t be a big deal, if elections won’t cause wars, if racism will be a thing of the past, where money will not control the society,if we would just serve one God despite the many religions, if the rich won’t be at the top most of the hierarchy , if there will be a true Brotherhood.

I’ll want to know if in that life I would have had my first kiss before 18, if I would have found” The One”, if I would have had a complete family, if I would have a good heart like now, if I would be oversize, skinny or petite , if I would cherish every moment of it. I want to know if giving birth would be a painful experience as it is now. If in that life, there’d be another Dan, another Mark, another Jean, another Mory, maybe a new Hillary, another Ellen,or Mo, a different May, but the same me with a new identity.

I wonder if all this would be possible, how many of us would change times and opt to be someone else, would ya’ll miss what you have left behind? Would you take a few of the people who make you you if it was an option, would ya’ll regret later after the transition to go back?, but what if there was no way back? Would you spend the rest of it trying to relive what you left behind?

If I was told to choose, I’d take my time, and that time is the gift I’d give the few people in my life, cause that is the best thing you can ever give to someone, because you know what, it is one thing you can never get back,so please, don’t rush things, live life minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, week by week, take your,

TIME🎀

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#All Lives Matter

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N.O 👣☯